Sunday, January 18, 2015

Leave of Absence

Yes, it's been ages since I updated this blog, and I'm sure followers are wondering why. The reason is pretty simple:


Yes! This is a book of the poems on this blog! A birthday gift from my dad (2 years ago, but still...), it was a limited run of my poems interspersed with photographs and paragraphs written by my dad's students at MICA.

I am working on a second book, so not sure if I should be putting those poems up here anymore, 'cos then who would read the book? :(

Anyway, below is a sample of what will be part of the new book. Enjoy! :)



The Fruit Vendor:

She sits silently on the pavement, a weathered rock braving the flow of time.
She sits, withered in faded, thread-bare clothes, age her only crime.
Swanky women in their big cars,
School children stuffed into rickshaws,
Youngsters on their flashy bikes,
Formally dressed with their hair sporting spikes,
Laughing boys and giggling girls,
In the afternoon sun with their ice-cream swirls,
The world passes her by with barely a glance,
As she sits with her wares, praying for a chance.

By her side, her blind husband reaches out a hand,
Through touch and feel, he brushes off some sand.
She understands, breaks off a banana, and removes the peel.
They eat in silence to stave off the hunger they feel.
A man slows down, looks at the fruits on the cloth she has spread,
Some, like him, are fresh, some, like her, half-dead.
He moves on quickly, beating off the heat and flies,
Never noticing the desperate plea in her eyes.
Her eyes moisten as she hangs her head,
She hears her husband’s words unsaid,
“No matter what happens, we will survive!”
And thinks, “But I wish our son were still alive!”

I hope I can announce the new book soon! :)

Friday, December 6, 2013

The Boy in the Balcony



Years ago, I saw the boy in the balcony,
As he stared down at the world below.
He saw me leaving home each morning,
And reaching home each evening.

Years passed, and I noticed the boy in the balcony,
He saw me as I learnt to ride a bicycle,
And as I learnt to braid my hair,
And how to watch out for naughty boys.

Years later, I didn’t see the boy in the balcony,
He didn’t see me lose my friends,
Or get married, and then divorced,
Or see me cry, and sit depressed and blank.

Years passed, and I forgot the boy in the balcony,
Because I had other things to think about,
Like finding a new job and career,
Caring for my parents and family,
Finding a way to get back into love.

Years have passed, the boy in the balcony is gone,
A man stands in front of me, a boy no longer,
A twinkle in his eye, warmth in his smile,
Gentle in his touch, soft in his voice.

It’s been years since he was a boy in the balcony,
And now he watches as I stand back on my feet,
Strong again, happy again, as I rise again.
I see the pride in his eyes, once in a while,
When I imagine him still up there on the balcony.


Aviv Nair
1/12/2013

Sunday, October 27, 2013

The Crowds



The crowds mill around me, swishing past with swirling colors.
They leak scents and leave a bread-crumb trail of stories,
Unspoken words, unseen emotions, incomplete sentences and frantic typing.
Each is a world out of place, half a world away, in their own worlds.

Scrambling for survival, numb to the world,
Reveling in servitude, motivated by false hope.
They labor on, endlessly, silently, seemingly tirelessly.

Some head to drown their sorrows, some to drown their spouse,
Some head to kick back and relax, some to burn the midnight oil.

But all dream, some in vain, some in hope, of a better tomorrow.

 - Aviv Nair
16/Aug/2013

Always Yours



I wish I could say how much I miss you,
I wish I could say how much I love you,
I wish I could say how much I care.
But now, you miss someone else,
Now, you love someone else,
Now, you care for someone else.
You belong to each other now, someone else,
But although you stopped being mine,
I never stopped being yours.

- Aviv Nair
26th July, 2013

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

I asked a Programmer



Don’t you get bored,
Staring at code?
All those variables and tags,
And operators and flags,
Elements and arrays,
And nesting and tallys.
You can never relax,
Until you check syntax.
Code for web and mobile,
You have to sit and compile.
All that Java and .Net,
And the rest which I forget,
Day in and day out,
It’s “First-In-First-Out”.
I ask, don’t you get bored,
Staring at code?

 - Aviv Nair
4/2/2013